Musings on Life

Light

george — Wed, 24 Feb 2010 02:31:08 +0000

I waited for the morning rays,
A light to end this pitch black night.

But the sun it did not rise today,
And darkness reigns, no light today.

Maybe to me darkness is home,
Where I live with my pitch black heart.

But still I hope with all my heart,
That light will shine and fill my life.

Sorry to A Friend

george — Tue, 23 Feb 2010 01:54:31 +0000

We walked the hills,
And roamed the streets;
We shared our meals,
And shared our dreams.

Those days of old,
Those days so pure;
I left behind,
Along with you.

I went away,
To chase my dreams;
You stayed behind,
To try to live.

The years have passed,
We’re still apart;
I wish for rain,
I wish for you.

Forgive me please,
My sins so deep;
Against your dreams,
Against your love.

To My Friend, Pradeep

Not One to Lose

george — Fri, 19 Feb 2010 19:38:02 +0000

My heart longs for yours,
And yours long mine.

But my pride’s too strong to kneel,
Very much like yours,

We win some and lose some,
I hope you’re not one to lose.

Love in Pain or Run in Pride

george — Wed, 17 Feb 2010 01:12:05 +0000

My heart misses you here,
My better judgment halts me;
I am but fiction, lies and dreams,
I wish I could be real to you.

In you I found a kindred soul,
Your suffering greater than mine;
But you grew strong and down to earth,
While I kept running in arrogant pride.

I would like to walk with you,
One day tell my truths to you;
I would like to make love to you,
And shelter you and care for you.

I am afraid of my ’self’ hurting you,
I am afraid of your love hurting me;
So maybe I should stay away,
And hope you find a love to hold.

I fancied myself alone in love,
But it hurts now not to have you here;
I know not which path now to take,
To run in pride or love on pain.

I Died Today

george — Tue, 16 Feb 2010 12:54:22 +0000

In your eyes,
I died today.

All that we shared,
No more exists.

The love so dear,
And pain so cruel.

Its lost to us,
To sands of time.

My light has died,
In your eyes today.

I deserve my death,
But you not the pain.

You so pure of heart,
I impure and black.

I know you mourn,
For my dark light.

But it is dead,
Move on, live on.

Beyond the chasm,
The divides us now.

I wish you well,
I wish you life.

Punishment

george — Fri, 12 Feb 2010 07:59:51 +0000

I’ve lived my life,
In random abandon;
I’ve destroyed lives,
And plundered souls.

And now mine own,
Set in harms way;
A lightning strike,
Straight through my heart.

To My Brothers

george — Wed, 10 Feb 2010 12:05:02 +0000

Here on this parched earth,
Life in strife reigns still.

Hear ‘O’ my brother,
The cry of your heart.

Fear not yourself friend,
You are wiser than you know.

Clear your mind of doubt,
Reach now the stars to keep.

Here’s Looking At You

george — Mon, 08 Feb 2010 07:49:23 +0000

You have been hurt,
You have been wronged;
Your dreams thwarted,
And love betrayed.

But you stand strong,
Stubborn and firm;
Defying your odds,
Denying your pain.

Bold dark and beautiful,
You stand facing them;
The demons of your past,
The innocence that was lost.

What You Loved

george — Fri, 22 Jan 2010 16:00:31 +0000

I searched for words
A clever line to say;

I strived to to find,
Something to impress you with;

But I failed to see,
You loved but the simple me.

The Search

george — Thu, 21 Jan 2010 16:00:01 +0000

Distracted by nothingness

Influenced by the meaningless

We strive to find the meaningful

Deep within our emptiness